POAS Addict??

Do you look forward to getting your HPTs and OPKs in the mail or from the store each month?  Once you get them do they haunt you....call out to you....beg you to use them???  Mine do!!  If I get mine in the mail, I do good to not use them for a couple of days...then the haunting begins.  This time, I finally broke down on CD8...yup, that's right, CD8!  Do I know this is ridiculous?  OF COURSE!!  HAHA  Especially, since I don't ovulate until around CD16-22!  It's a complete waste of a test because I KNOW it's going to be negative, but for some odd reason, I just can't help it!!  I stare at them and tell myself no and just go pee in a hurry to get out of the bathroom.  I can even use another bathroom, but they call to me from across the house.  It's sheer torture to leave those test in there unopened, unused.  Isn't this abuse of OPKs and HPTs???  That's what they were made for, right?  Why shouldn't I test if they are there and begging to be used??  I would almost swear that they put some kind of spell on them that causes you to go into a trance-like state and do their bidding!!  (Not really because I don't believe in that stuff, but if I did, I'd totally be convinced!!)  They need to make groups for this kind of addiction!!  I know I'm not the only POAS (peeing on a stick) addict!!  I have seen many lurking on the different boards for people who are TTC.  They are out there and trying to hide their habit, but I am here to stand tall and say, "My name is Peach, and I am a POAS-a-holic!"  Who will stand with me??

CD9 7-11 days until possible O.....yes, the OPKs have been negative!  LOL